THE TWO-FACED MARCATO

been back blogging for some weeks now, and still i enjoy doing these posts..

i just woke up from a long afternoon nap, if that can still be considered as a nap.. i played a bit of Grand Chase yester-night until 2AM,. but instead of sleeping at that moment i stopped, i opened my Mr. Mozilla and read some blog.. got me hooked up so i was up until 4.. can't stop myself from surfing too much.. DX..

i was peacefully sleeping 10 in the morning when my sis woke me up and told me to drive my other sis somewhere.. i got my ass up but not my head.. headache cause of blogging again.. XD..

we got there around 11 or something.. my sis went to the office to get something and i stayed at the car.. guess what.. some lady street sweepers started to fight.. i was thoroughly entertained.. XD.. it's about Melchor, who concubinates with Vilma and gives her 300 pesos everyday under the tree near the municipality.. LOL..

anyway, the reason i blogged today is so that i can evaluate my life as blogger for a few weeks.. found the advantages and disadvantage by reading other blogs and analyzing how much blogging affects their lifestyle.. here's what i've come up with..

BLOGGING IS A GREAT WAY TO EXPRESS HOW YOU FEEL. When you got no one to talk to, turn the freakin' laptop and start talking.

BLOGGING IS NOT ALWAYS THE BEST WAY TO EXPRESS HOW YOU FEEL. A blog is originally conceptualized as a type of website, usually maintained by an individual or a group with regular entries and posts. Now, it can also be considered as an online diary for other people. It's good, BUT TO THE EXTENT OF USING YOUR BLOG TO START A FIGHT WITH PEOPLE WHOM YOU KNOW PERSONALLY AND TALK AT THEIR BACKS IS SHEER MADNESS. yeah you can write anything on your blog, but remember that the best way to settle a commotion is by talking face to face with the person your not in good terms with..

that's it for now.. we're done with lesson number one.. LOL.. this is just my view from an idealistic-but-realistic(ironic eh?) perspective, so you're free to oppose.. XD

btw, i'm not bragging on how radical i think.. i am blogging on what i am learning.. =']

ciao!

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LIFE DO SUCK SOMETIMES..

yeah it does.. been busy lately, and serious with everything that's happening around me.. like i've said in my first ever post, i'm too soft-hearted for the extremity of my cunning-ness, and it's doing it's thing now.. i can't pretend i don't know anything about what's happening.. it's just.. tiring.. ever since i got my head straight to what i want to be in the future and not to what i want to be now, i restrained myself for doing things that will ruin that future.. i want everything and everyone around me be united, be it my comrades or my enemies.. i'm trying not to take sides,. i'm trying to defend each parties with each other.. and i;m trying so bad that i don't get myself a life that's fit for a normal and young guy like me.. there are times that i want to run from people's conversation so i would not overhear what they say so i could not involuntary give a damn about it and piss myself.. yeah i know that no family is perfect, and ours is far from being one,. i don't aim for us to be perfect.. i just want each of us to understand each other.. and i really don't understand why would it be hard to see how much i care for someone..

me? yeah i'm just a student.. some call me a kid.. some a brat.. still unexperience with many things.. but i try to act the other way.. i did my best to get the hearts of people love.. of my family.. AND MY WELL-EARNED RESPECT FROM THEM IS NOT LIKE A PENNY THAT YOU'LL STEP ON THE STREET.. i was grounded for going home late, and they didn't allow me to use the car the next days.. but since it's my fault, i paid the consequences.. my sins are my shame.. they are my shortcomings.. they are my mistakes.. AND A MISTAKE IS NOT WORTH THE PRICE IF YOU DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING FROM IT.. they saw how i learned from it, and gained their trust again.. simple right? but if your heart is weak and is covered with desires and pride rather than your needs and responsibilities, it would hurt like hell.. AND IF THE TREND GOES ON, YOU ARE HASTILY BUILDING A WALL BETWEEN YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE.. AND AS THE WALL GOES HIGHER, IT BECOMES HARDER TO LOOK AND SEE WHAT IS ON THE OTHER SIDE.. WORST, IT BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE TO CROSS..

just like a wound, it can heal, but their still be and always be a scar that would remind you how much it hurt.. i tried to cover those scars with bandages of faith and trust for anyone who wounds me, but these bandages are not always permanent, and a little mischief from that someone ruins that trust and faith you have for him/her easily,. when you know you've done something that broke someone's heart, then be careful with your future actions, cause you've already made that heart brittle.. that makes it prone to further damage, whether be it small or large..

i'm frustrated, big time.. i'm the guy, and normally guys are the ones who give headaches to his family.. i feel for her, and it's hurts a lot how she forgets this one guy who is stupid enough to forgive her and trust her and give a hunderd percent of his faith to her again and again regardless of what happened.. even now, i don't feel mad at anyone.. i feel sorry for myself.. in a little while i'll forget what has happened and how i've hurt and look at her like a pure white sheet of paper with nothing but truth in it.. this irony i am going through drives me nuts, but fortunately, it gives me a way to grow maturely and pray to God and be closer to Him.. someday we will get past this i know..

anyway, i guess i've said enough.. this emo-at-the-moment kid is done blogging now..

ciao!

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GOT NO FREEDOM TO DO SO..

just got home.. i did some piano, then i figured out i should blog now.. XD.. went to the mall.. bought some stuff for school, a new shades (forgot to take a pic DX), and a naruto shirt with no sleeves.. wee!..

"cam whored" at the fitting room.. LOL.. the print is naruto shippuden.. my first naruto shirt! yey!..

an okay day, too bad my braces are always on the run to ruin it.. ate at Goldilocks, i didn't got myself full though..

the green one looks a bit not so delicious right? LOL.. it's good, i swear. it's the only thing i could eat now.. DX

went to Cdr-king to buy a memory card reader, then to my favorite stall there, Lyric.. XD.. they got all sorts of classical musical instruments, even cellos, and a classical bass..

i asked how much it'd cost to fix my piano, but no one there knew so they gave me a calling card.. played at the Yamaha upright piano there for a while..

then we came across to some of my mom's past acquaintances, so instead of commuting back to the car shop, we rode their Revo..

when we got home, we ate some Gonuts my sis bought for us,.. XD..

pizzas on the cover, but it's actually doughnuts..

my insatiable tummy is not done yet though, ate some peach with whipped cream.. double XD..

emo-ing..

i'm a bit pissed cause i can't post as much as i want now.. i need to be careful with what i put here.. we got a few problems, but we'll pull through.. please pray for us btw, thanks.. =']

ciao!

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THE NEW MOON

i bet you all already know, the teaser trailer of the twilight's "New Moon" was already out..




i think the trailer is great, it does not reveal much of the movie, yet, you'd be able to tell what is on the movie. Taylor Lautner, known as "Jacob Black" in the movie, got a new haircut, and a beefed up physique.. he got himself fit for the role, but their is one thing that bugs me.. Jacob's wolf form looked uhm.. a bit fat.. i thought he'd be a werewolf or something, but then he looks kinda cute.. LOL. ='] let's just hope the wolves would look better in the next trailers.. XD

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IF JOE JONAS LIKED IT THEN HE SHOULD HAVE PUT A RING ON IT..

LOL LOL LOL.. when i opened my ie, i saw the headlines.. i thought i was hallucinating or something, and immediately clicked the link.. it was Joe Jonas' bizarre vid, dancing Beyonce's "Single Ladies".. and it made my day! LOL..

no.. i'm not a fan of Jonas Brothers.. it's just so funny.. LOL.. XD..

here's the vid..



kidding aside, i don't know what the hell was on their minds when they did this.. they said something like it's for the fans, and obviously they are also promoting their upcoming album.. yeah they could be generous to their fans and give them what they want, but to the extent that they'd get their band into too much "controversy"(you might've notice, Joe Jonas, addressed by Yahoo! as the "cutest Jonas Brother", looked extremely gay in the vid.) is nuts.. if this is a marketing strategy though, it seems a bit uhm... desperate.. we'll see in a few days how much will their album sell when it's released,. LOL..

anyway, i have nothing against these guys.. they gave me a good laugh, and Joe Jonas showed his talent for dancing and wearing high heels.. seriously speaking, i bet he'd do good in funny movies.. ayt? =']

ciao!

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WHO NEEDS A TOOTH FAIRY? I DO!

***edited***

after a few hours of nerve-racking operations, i survived.. it was hard, i thought it was the end., and seeing the blinding light in front of me, and the sound of the equipments got me on my knees.. kidding.. it's just braces.. did i got you? LOL..




it did hurt though.. i don't usually show my teeth on pictures, so you guys probably don't have a clue on what's under those red luscious lips.. LOL.. it's not ugly as hell, in fact, only two of my teeth are impacted.. i look fat when i show teeth, that's actually why i don't do so good in pictures LOL..

still adjusting to it.. it hurts a bit, and i know its gonna hurt big time this night.. gonna keep myself busy for the rest of the night or until i go to sleep so i don't feel the pain DX.. ..

done editing.. ciao!

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BUGGY, BROUGHAM, CONVERTIBLE, AND PEPSI

hey yah! finally! after three days, i can blog,.. felt like years LOL... have to blog about lots of things, but i'd blog about the car show for now.. last saturday, that's may 30, an auto show was held at the Cabanas.. and my sis was invited by her friend to model some pepsi! yey! too bad they only need female models LOL kidding.. my sis and her friend Jannah wore some t-shirts with pepsi prints.. not their sizes though, so they have to knot it and let their tummy show.. got no choice but to let my sis do it so i stayed with her for a while.. then the good car's finally making a crowd, and i was like in paradise LOL.. i called my older sister so she could fetch my mom and dad at the airport (which i was supposed to do), so i could stay until the real show begins.. LOL.. i couldn't let this chance pass me by, so here are the pictures,. that's my sis in black and Jannah in the pink one.. =']

click the for a size fit for humans LOL..

this has got to be my fave pic.. my fave car during the show, a modified land cruiser..

great cars right? LOL.. gonna blog again later okay.. my mom's fixing my room now, she just got home from their Scandinavian cruise.. *drools.. ciao!

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