What Makes You Beautiful

You don't know you're beautiful, If only you saw what I can see, You'll understand why I want you so desperately, Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe, You don't know, Oh oh, You don't know you're beautiful, Oh oh, That's what makes you beautiful

Friday, January 13, 2012

Random Thoughts ni yOndits No. 2

Pressure cooker

Kanino nga ba natin dapat sabihin yung mga bagay na gusto nating sabihin? Yung mga chismis na gusto mong ichika? Yung problemang kinikimkim mo? Yung nabalitaan mo tungkol sa kaklase mong nabuntis ng walang bf? Kanino nga ba?

Sabe nila healthy daw sa state of mind ng tao yung merung outlet, yung may nasasabihan ng mga bagay na gusto mong sabihin, tulad ng mga problema sa buhay, sa lovelife, sa school, sa kapitbahay, sa sarili, at marami pang ibang bagay. Kung ang pressure cooker nga naman eh walang singawan, sasabog yun. Parang tao lng din. Kailangan ang tao, may outlet din, may napaglalabasan ng pressure sa katawan. Pero ang pressure cooker, pag malaki ang butas, di na nya mapapalambot yung inaasam mong bulalo na ulam nyu sana mamayang gabi.

Ganun din saten. May limitasyon din dapat tayo sa mga sinasabe natin. Di porke't galit ka dahil sinumbong ka ng isang tao sa nanay mo na nakipag-inuman ka sa mga lalaking mababaho eh ikukwento mo na sa katabi mong di mo naman kilala na pumapatol sya sa DOM. Tandaan, yung pressure sa loob ng pressure cooker yung dahilan kung bat mo sya ginamit. Yung pressure na yun yung nagpalambot ng nasa loob nito.

Kahit pa kating-kati kang itweet sa twitter yung kalungkutang nararamdaman mo, yung galit na nasa puso mo, yung silakbo ng damdamin mo, dapat estimahin mo muna yung mga sasabihin mo. Mamili ng taong pwedeng pag-sabihan, yung taong di lng basta mapagkakatiwalaan, yung taong may kapasidad din na maintindihan at di mamimisinterpret yung sasabihin mo. Ipopost mo sa facebook na masakit ang tyan mo at nag-susuka ka, tapus galit na galit ka nung tinanung ka ng kaklase mo kung buntis ka ba. Hiyang hiya naman ako sayo non.

At isa pa, sa mga bagay na di ka sigurado at nasabe mo dahil sa galit, panu kung nagkakamali ka lng pala? Panu kung mali ka ng akala? Eh di ikaw masama. Hindi mo naman pwedeng sabihin na namali ka lang pala ng intindi sa officemate mong kulang-kulang, matapos mong ipagkalat na peke yung boobs ng babaeng nakakiyakis umano sa boyfriend mo nung isang araw. Huli mo na lng nalaman, kapatid nya pala yon. Ang masama pa, flat-chested na nga si utol, yun pang hinaharap nya ang tinira mo. Olats na olats ka don.

Bottom line, kahit ano pa yang gusto mong sabihin, kahit gusto mo lng mag-labas ng sama ng loob, kahit pa ikaw yung tama, dapat nililimitahan pa din naten yung mga sinasabe natin. Sabi nga ng doktor ng ate kong yumao dahil sa diabetes(sumalangit nawa), hindi yung sakit yung nakakamatay, yung kumplikasyon. Kung ang pagsasabe ng isang bagay ay wala rin namang pagagalingin at pwedeng mag-dulot lng ng komplikasyon, wag mo na lang sabihin. I-greco mo yung bibig mo kung di mo talaga mapigilan. Makakabili nito sa Monumento, sa 11th ave sa Pingping Shoe Store.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Random Thoughts ni yOndits No. 1

Ito ay mga bagay na gusto ko lang ishare. Wag nyung babasahin dahil walang kwenta tong mga bagay na to, lalo na para sa makikitid ang exophalagus vortex. Kaya kung makitid ang exophalagus vortex mo, wag mo nang basahin to. Baka awayin mo lang ako. Kakornihan lang to.

Random Thoughts ni yOndits No. 1

Kalungkutan

Ang bawat tao, may iba't ibang uri ng kalungkutan. May nalulungkot dahil heartbroken, merun naman dahil sa pamilya. Pero bakit nga ba iba-iba ang nagpapalungkot sa mga tao? Dahil ba sa pag-kakaiba ng environment naten? Sa pag-papalaki? O dahil nakatakda na ang mga bagay na ikalulungkot natin?

Kung ang aso nalulungkot pag-inagawan mo ng buto, parehas na kalungkutan din kaya yung mararanasan mo kapag ikaw yung inagawan ng buto? Hindi diba? Kase aso sya, ikaw eh tao. At kahit maging tao yung aso, mag-kaiba pa din ng level ng kalungkutan yung mararamdaman nyo. Bukod sa dati syang aso, ikaw ay ikaw, at sya ay sya. Walang dalawang taong eksaktong magkapareho sa lahat ng bagay.

Kung ako ang tatanungin, ang kalungkutan ko ay yung isa sa mga bagay na di ko ineexpect na ikalulungkot ko. Siguro ganun lang talaga ang buhay, kahit gaano ka pa ka-optimistic sa buhay, kahit gaano ka katapang nung pinag-tanggol mo yung gf mo sa shitzu nyong ulol, may point ng mag-eemo ka pa din. Yung pakiramdam na parang pinagkakaisahan ka ng mundo. Yung tipong nag-lalakad ka na lang pauwi sa bahay nyo at malungkot ka dahil binasted ka ng nililigwan mong kolehiyala, tapus biglang mapipigtas yung tsinelas mo kaya nalagyan ng putik yung sugat mo sa paa, na nkuha mo nung unang napigtasan ka ng tsinelas. Nakakainis diba. Parang gusto mong sundutin sa mata yung unang taong makakasalubong mo.

"What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.", ika nga sa isang pelikula. Pero panu kung di mo magamit yung kalungkutan mo para maging mas malakas na tao? Panu kung yung kalungkutan na yun yung lalong mag-pahina sayo? Posible diba? Kase di mo maapply ang isang prinsipyo sa lahat ng tao. Iba't iba tayo ng ugali. May mga taong inanod na ng baha ang bahay pero masayang masaya pa ring nakikipag-chikahan sa tinulugan nyang bahay. Merun din naman mga tao na dahil nakalimutang lagyan ng box yung final answer nya sa exam sa chemistry eh ngtangka ng uminom ng liquid sosa. Kumbaga, walang kalungkutan sa mundo na absolute. Di pare-pareho ang kinalulungkot ng tao. Hindi rin magka-lebel ng kalungkutan na naramdaman yung grupo ng mga dilag matapos sila ma-rape umano ng mga askal na nagfu-football.

Kung tutuusin, parte na ng buhay natin yung kalungkutan. Hindi sa nangungutya ako, pero yung may mga problema na lng sa pag-iisip yung alang nararadamang kalungkutan. Nasa sarili na lang natin kung pano ihahandle yung mga kalungkutan na yon, kahit sa palagay ko ay may mga tamang paraan din sa pag-handle nun. Pero ibang usapan na yon.

Kung nalulungkot ka. Okay yan. Ge tulog na ko. ^_^

Monday, January 10, 2011

CHRISTMAS TOYCON 2010

I know it's a bit late, but still I'm gonna blog about the last convention I attended about a month ago. Actually, I've been both busy and lazy to blog anything, and can't think of anything worthy to blog.

Christmas Toycon 2010 is an annual event which happens uhm.. every December. Well, it makes sense . My friend Barbie and I cosplayed characters from Ragnarok Online, the ever famous and undying MMORPG. Barbie cosplayed a female Rune Knight, and I cosplayed a male Royal Guard. Rok On!

Really enjoyed the event. It was very tiring though, I forgot my socks so I have to wear my shoes without 'em, got a few blisters coz of that. Also, we spent most of the time outside the hall and had a photoshoot with some members of the Cosplay Photographers Guild.

Here are some pictures we got from the event. All of 'em are grabbed, so I give the credits to each photo's photographer.

For the rest of the pictures, see my Facebook account.

This it for tonight. Exams tomorrow on spectra.

ciao!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

10 DAY CHALLENGE D3

Just got home from Enchanted Kingdom with my siblings, cousins, and some of my niece and nephews. Before coming to EK though, we had a side trip to Tagaytay where we had our lunch, "picnic style", at Bulalo's Point. It has been a very long day for us and I'm so wasted right now LOL. The only reason why I turned on my desktop is to start my RO bot , but I managed to pull this post as well.

So here it is, this is the continuation of the "10 DAY CHALLENGE"post I blogged a few weeks ago. Out of three challenges I've done, this is by far the hardest for me. I really don't know how should I list 'em, so i posted it as if I am telling someone who wants me how to win my heart.


Day 03: 8 ways to win your heart.

1. Sing my fave songs to me. :3
2. Make me cry. :))
3. Laugh with my nonsense.
4. Withstand talking or chatting to me about practically nothing.
5. Appreciate me for what I am.
6. Love God.
7. Know why I do the things I do.
8. See the real me.

That's it for tonight.

ciao!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

KOIZORA

Nine months ago, a good friend of mine and I had a share of movies and anime series we liked. She told me to watch a movie called "Koizora", a Japanese film which literally means "Sky of Love". It was released in cinemas last November 3, 2007. And finally, after nine long months, I was able to download a good file with English subtitles.

Here is the cover of the DVD
Image from My Soju

I'll try to minimize the plot details so I can avoid spoiling the movie. Read at your own risk though.

The movie is all about the coming of age of high school student Mika Tahara and her romance with Hiro Sakurai. At first, I thought it's gonna be the usual fall-in-love-get-separated-fall in-love-again plot, as most romance films are like that, but I was wrong. The film was much deeper, and is emotionally attaching. After watching the movie, it kept me thinking how life really should be, and how complicated it is.

Another thing I like about the film is the script, and how they threw their lines. And also, the actors and actresses really fit their roles. It amazing how effortlessly they convey whatever emotion they have to the viewers.

Overall, it was a great movie. The best I've seen since Avatar, plot-wise. It's a must see for fans of Asian movies.

Btw, downloaded this through torrent via Pirate Bay. Enjoy watching.

ciao


Tuesday, December 21, 2010

10 DAY CHALLENGE D2

Been busy the last few days, and I haven't had the urge to blog. I had visitors from Manila for 4 days straight. We went cosplaying last December 18, 2010 for Christmas Toycon and last December 20, 2010 for PTCC. Gonna post a separate entry for it, and I'll include some pictures we got from the event. Btw, I won in one category in the latter event, and I'm gonna get a new cellphone and some cash as my prize. :D

So much for that, here's the bread and butter of this post. The Day 2 of the 10 Day Challenge. xD

Day 02: 9 things about yourself.

1. I love God. <3
2. I am 5'8".
3. I hate lizards. xD
4. I think a lot.
5. I'm afraid of the future and the not-so-good things could happen someday.
6. I love dancing and singing.
7. I'm not good at either singing or dancing though. xD
8. I love Tekken.
9. I am very lucky. :3

I was about to explain some numbers I got there, but my sis called me and I gotta get ready for the office's Christmas Party later. Beats me. I'll be at Trinoma till half the day then set sail for Future Point building for the party.

ciao

Friday, December 10, 2010

10 DAY CHALLENGE

I was reading a good friend's blog and I saw this "10 Day Challenge" post. She said she got no good stuff to blog, and so am I, so I decided to take the challenge as well LOL.

Day 01: 10 things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day 02: 9 things about yourself.
Day 03: 8 ways to win your heart.
Day 04: 7 things that cross your mind a lot.
Day 05: 6 things you wish you’d never done.
Day 06: 5 people who mean a lot to you (in no order whatsoever)
Day 07: 4 things that turn you off.
Day 08: 3 things that turn you on.
Day 09: 2 smileys that describe your life right now.
Day 10: 1 confession.

Day 01

1. I miss you so much! I hope I could visit you someday.
2. Hey! I promise I'll be worthy enough to love you someday. :)
3. I'm tired of trying to fix you. Get your life back please, for your future's sake.
4. I know you only talk about me because we don't have a handful of interesting people at school, so you settle with me. But spare me please, or I might kill you. >:)
5. Thank you for last night. :)) LOL
6. I miss our weekly fellowship. Hope we could do it again when we're both free. :)
7. Thank you for listening to my nonsense last night. You're like, my cosplay girlfriend. :D
8. Just saw you on my Facebook wall. You know what they say, first love never dies. >:)
9. Bloggers like you who rely on bashing other people to get famous are pathetic. Get a life.
10. Yeah I miss you too, but things weren't the same as before. Sorry.

Done! I guess I can't do this daily, but I'll definitely finish the quest LOL.

ciao!